这样爱你对不对
我这样爱你到底对不对这问题问得我自己好累我宁愿流泪也不愿意后悔可是我害怕终于还是要心碎从未曾尝过真情的滋味从未曾真正想伤害谁如果是我把爱情想得太美我应不应该放弃这最后的机会如果真心付出是一种罪我怀疑除了我自己还能相信谁如果失去真爱人们都无所谓那么我又哪来那么多伤悲如果真心付出是一种罪我怀疑除了自己我还能相信谁如果失去真爱人们都无所谓那么我的心情又有谁能体会
Really long time no write loh... dun know y the feeling i lose long time one come back again... i think i fall in love wif her...but the feeling feel little bit strange... feel wan see her everyday.. but dun know y just feel strange...feel wan help her all the things. but nothing i can do.. and tis time dun have any confidence to myself, maybe scare fail again.. i scare to put my effort and get the result is "sorry we just fren". but still remember my bro tell me, dun wan try just get nothing, but if try still got 50-50. But fail, then wan recover from sad, need long time to do it... really scare lah... dun know what to do...maybe really hurt at last time, already 4 years still can't forget how i try to put all my effort to win her heart.. last onlyget one sweet memory in my mind...but the people beside me still empty. until now really scare to put any heart to treat one gal...dun know lah...where my confidence go... actually now i say wan woo this gal or woo that gal...all just talk only..no mood to do it.. until meet her, the feeling little bit come back, but the confidence still missing... dun know where their go...And inside my heart still got one question...is that in this world use true heart to woo gal, she really will feel touch...i also dun know lah... now really tired to think this kind of problem...but when u more older, u will scare lonely... ai~~~ really a difficult problem to me... dun know lah..ah~~~~~~~~~~
Really long time already~~~We no stay together, really miss the life at southern colleage ~~that day go to Tawau let me feeel that i back to school life again~~but time really pass very fast~~~just stay together four days~~~ really short time but enough~~~cause i meet many bro, have five years haven meet one ~~~all stay together go to Island Mataking~~ really misss the time and also Muar bro and JB bro tawau trips really memories~~~~Thanks bro~~~ hope we can see each other soon~~~~ keep in touch~~~